Another Thursday Night...another upset.

Today my poor dog Roo had to go in for the all mighty snip. So this afternoon, instead of running around I stayed home and sat with him, and in doing so I managed to catch the early showing of this weeks Vampire Diaries.

Another Thursday, another day of being disappointed in the Vampire Diaries. Anyone starting to feel like its the Klaus and the Originals Diaries? It's been episode after episode of everyone trying to deal with their fallout and I think enough is enough. I know they have splashed in touches of "Damon and Elena" and "Caroline and Klaus" but for the love of god, this entire episode about the Originals and the Coffins, total snooze fest. Yet another filler episode that I fear they needed just to set up next week. Bleh.

But I will say, Grey's Anatomy tonight? Pure BRILLIANCE. Everything turned out just as it should and it made me fall in love with it all over again. Made me want to watch episode one all over again, and remember everything that we loved about Grey's in the first place.

So here is my hope. I hope to get my stuff together this week and finally crack down on my school stuff. I hope that I will find motivation somewhere to get everything I want to get done. This includes a whack of baking because Valentines Day is coming up, and I may be single with no hope, but damn it Valentines day this year will NOT BREAK ME.

That by the way is my next post....stay tuned!

The Filler Post

Ugh I've been so busy for the past week, and I've sat down a couple times to post, but every time I do, the posts get long and winded because so much is going on. I've been to Vancouver for a weekend long bitch session with Fido (him bitching not me...however it was all very informative), I've taken school tests, and I've worked tirelessly on skating competition stuff for the upcoming weekend, and yes I've been trying to pound through school stuff. Add in the fact that it snowed here, oh and in the middle of all this I got sick and you have a recipe for chaos.

So ya its been a bit nutters on my end of the computer screen, which is one of the reasons I started this blog, to show people how crazy my life can get, and to tell you all about the weird situations I somehow end up in, and of course complain about my life to an outlet that others can read and either sympathize, or say "ya ya I've got real problems barbie" to. Either way. I mean I may have been busy last week, but I also don't have a job so....ya I guess could have been a lot busier. Anyways.

So ya this past week has been so crazy that I've been struggling to sit down and post a blog. I would love to get into details about how I converted Fido from "Mr Hockey and Don't You Forget It" to "Mr Figure Skating Starts in 20 minutes so get up!!!"...or about how one should never go bra-less when sledding (damn nephews wouldn't wait for me the change....), I just can't seem to write the posts.

A really good measure of how busy I've been might be the fact that I didn't watch the newest episode of Vampire Diaries until today. Ya I waited  5 days to watch it. Will power? Not really, more like I had it on my computer and could have watched it but watching skating with Fido was more entertaining, sleeping took precedent, or sleeping for 13 hours at a time was more important (holy sh*t balls tylenol sinus nighttime kicked my ass).

But I did finally watch it, and my end opinion, is that last weeks episode of Vampire Diaries was much like this very post. A filler. We get caught up on whats going on, we check in on each character, stuff happens but it really means nothing till the next episode (or post) when everything is actually explained. And for that I'm really glad I didn't rush to watch it.  Living my life was waaay more important.

My sad little addiction

I'm sorry I can't help myself. Stupid Vampire Diaries.

Is anyone else not still gut wrenched over last nights episode????

Come on how freaking heart-wrenchingly beautiful was Damon last night???? The whole moment at the end was just heart breathtakingly resplendent and sigh inducing.

I know how pathetic it is for me as a 20 something female that is so in love with this show but I cannot seem to get this moment out of my head, in fact its been haunting me all day.

"No its right. Its just not right now"

Oh my god. How on the head was that? Its the story of the entire show. In 8 words total, the entire season can be summed up in that one moment, that one scene, that one perfect set of lines. That definitively crafted, and beautifully articulated two lines blended into one extraordinaire moment of lucid honesty.

"No its right. Its just not right now".

And my heart continues to twist. My 13 year old inner girly girl continues to squeal.

So close....yet sooo happy.

I promised I would be better. I was determined to put it all off, and by this point I had decided I no longer even cared because it was time to get on with more important things. And yet. Here I am. I know I didn't make any sort of resolution to not watch it, or any resolutions to do with TV. But yet again. Here I am. I caved. I watched
Vampire Diaries. And holy mother effer I am SOO happy its pathetic.

I cannot express how insanely happy I am, and it shames me to an insanely sad amount. Sorry for the bubble burst but Vampire Diaries Elena and Damon finally cut through a tiny subset of the insane sexual tension between these two characters that personally has been driving my me crazy since season two.

And then I watched a heart breaking episode of Greys Anatomy. Now I really need to get off my ass and do something scholarly. Which I will do because I'm a 13 year old girl in a 25 year old's body, and my inner 13 year old is squealing with delight that they finally kissed. Shhhhiiiiiiigggghh...

Even if I did shoot my new determination to let TV go........

SQUEEEEEEEE!!!!!!